Wednesday, April 9, 2014

Clearing My Mind

The first thing I did when I got home from work yesterday was put on the exercise clothes and put Bailey in his harness and get out there. I put the music on high and walked. 

There is a huge field near my house that has a main entrance way but I noticed that there was a train next to it and I followed it. 

Walking gives me time clear my mind and walking with music shuts up my loud brain.  I do not know why I took that letter I got yesterday so badly.  

When my guy got off work later that night, I talked to him about it and he re-framed it for me. He told me that it was not a bad thing. As a singer songwriter, if he had submitted music to a death metal label and got a letter that it was not a good fit, it would be exactly that, not some critique on my music.

He talked me down from the ledge and this morning, I woke up feeling a lot better. I teeter so much on that line of rational/irrational (at times) that one little thing triggers a cross. 

This blog is going no where in the meantime.  

1 comment:

  1. Good! I'm glad you have a good guy there to support you and help you through the tough stuff.

    And I'm also glad your blog isn't going anywhere. Because it IS a good fit for a lot of us!


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