Unemployment is not agreeing with me. Today was my first day of actively looking for a job and it was totally overwhelming.
I have been home alone a lot. Too much. Today, the isolating fear of mine started to take over. Secret Sister came over and I didn’t even want her to visit. She handed me what she wanted to give me and walked away. I felt horrible. I did not go to Zumba tonight because I feeling down. I am just overwhelmed.
Thankfully, I am not alone all the time. Tomorrow, I am taking my computer and leaving to search. Sitting at home does me nothing good but let my mind wander into lands it should no.
Tomorrow will be a better day.