Thursday, September 20, 2012

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I can’t say that I am feeling any better about myself. I have added the unlovable component and the cycle begins.

I am so happy that I am off tomorrow to take Dad to the doctors. I am so ready to put this week behind me.

Mom’s birthday would have been tomorrow. Another reason I am sort of down this week. I will probably go to the cemetery on Saturday. 

I just want to put it behind me and start over.

5 comments:

  1. So sorry you are having such a difficult week. I know how easy it is to get sucked into these cycles and feeling like there is no end.

    Putting those thoughts aside is a good goal.

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  2. No wonder you are struggling, Jen. I'm sure your mom's birthday is a rough time for you. Be kind and gentle to yourself. You are still grieving.

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  3. You're grieving for Boots and your Mom. No wonder you are feeling so depressed. Like Sunny says, be kind and gentle to yourself.

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  4. Let me chime in and say, also, that you're grieving and going through a hard time, so please be good to yourself.

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  5. Grief is a long, hard process. I often think we're not allowed the time we really need to actually work though it. You are smart, beautiful, and thoughtful...remember that's true even when you don't believe it.

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