I don’t know what to write about tonight. I was going to write about opening my eyes and seeing things that I just never paid attention to before because I was just in a fog or what and how I am noticing clothing, men, everything more often lately but I couldn’t find the pictures of what I wanted to express and my mind was just in a bit of a fog itself. My 5 Things will be put off this week because I can’t think of what I want. It is 0 things tonight.
Have you ever noticed, if you are depressed, that when you start to get one part of your life back to somewhat normal, the other parts start to fall apart more?
I start to eat a little healthier and everything else falls apart. I can only concentrate on one thing at a time. When did I lose control of things? Did I ever really control them to begin with?
My hold was tenuous at best. Things might have been in “order” to me but that was just a little string holding things together.
I think too much I think. I need to turn my brain off.