Today is Friday. I did not wake up before the sun rose to watch that wedding, which was good because I was up late the last two nights watching 1. the Bruins beating those God damn Canadiens and 2. the first round of the draft. I know where my priorities are. Based on this, how can I be single? I would watch the draft with you. Hell, most of the guys I dated weren’t even interested in the draft.
That was actually how I spent tonight. Wine, animal crackers (my dinner, Barnum, only the best) and the draft. Kind of the calm before the storm of May that will be upon me. I gave up Nat Geo Wild for the night, only to play with my animal crackers a bit. How can I pass up that opportunity?
I had a therapy appointment this morning. It went ok. I got to talk about Dad and how I feel a bit overwhelmed and down. She told me that one of the facilitators from the Wednesday group called her about me being down and needing more support. I was surprised and a little happy that she called. The group gets deep down in me and it brings out a lot of sad down feeling but I tend to leave there feeling uplifted.
Instead of going every other week, I am going to go see her next week as well. It is probably for the best. I feel better getting it out of my system.
Sunday, is the big Walk for Hunger. Tomorrow will be a quiet day. I have to be up early to walk 20 miles so no wild partying for me.