I survived Christmas 2011 mostly intact.
There was some family drama but really, what is a holiday without family drama?
It just would not be the same.
The drama this year was over my estranged sister. We have gifts for her kids and normally she comes over my apartment after dinner. Well, in my quest to be nice, I said that we could go over there. Big mistake. Secret Sister, who was disappointed over Christmas gifts even though she said she was happy, along with Dad, were pissed off over this faux pas.
They felt that she did not deserve that treatment since she has virtually forgotten about us, which is true.
I apologized profusely and we went over there. Grumbles followed on the way out.
Like I said, it would not be the same without some drama.
Was your Christmas drama free or a drama in the making?
Other then that, it was good. I cooked some new dishes, one apple and cranberry stuffed acorn squash and a root vegetable casserole with real cream and cheese. It was a hit food wise. No pictures of course because I was to busy cooking, chopping, peeling to bother.
I had a quiet Christmas eve. I didn’t do anything except watch TV while feeling very lonely and staring at the Christmas tree. Not sure what came over me. I have been feeling that I am missing out on things and that I need to be more open. I must send “don’t bother me” vibes a lot.
I am going to post some 2012 goals this week. I need to think up some fun stuff.