What a fun and emotionally tiring week. I am happy to be home. I just downloaded the pictures I took from the cruise to my computer and I realize how few of them I took. I didn’t take any pictures of me except one when I was sitting on a tour boat in Miami on my last day.
And of sand between my green toes:
I had a good time. I didn’t think of my parents and the mess in my life much until I got to Miami after the cruise and Dad called me 3 times. Secret Sister told me he talked about me a lot while I was gone.
The boat, The Majesty of the Seas, while big to me, was a small cruise ship.
I was a bit obsessed with taking ocean pictures. I love this picture.
Look at the color.
I also had a few drinks.
The margarita was good!
I really liked the Hog’s Breath in Key West. Someday I will get back there.
I am still in a bit of a haze from the trip. My mind is playing tricks with me and to be honest, I don’t feel good about myself at all. I feel like I need a bit of a cry. It was hard being “up” all week and I am feeling the down now. Towards the end of the trip, I was my insecure and reserved self. It is hard to describe that feeling of not fitting in. I know it is all in my head but I can’t stop it at the moment.
I will post more tomorrow. I didn’t take many pictures but I will post them anyways. I have discovered Picnik and who knows what I will do to the pictures.