Wednesday, March 9, 2011


I want to binge very badly. Unfortunately, there is nothing in the house to binge on. It won’t solve any problems but the urge is there.

Dad is sick and through a couple of events today has really set me over the edge. I got a call from my brother around 5 that Dad had left the house without his wallet, phone and possibly his shoes.  I was on my way to my support group, going through a toll booth. I asked my brother basically, what was I supposed to do?

I said I would go and visit Dad after the meeting because I was there and after the week I have had, I needed to go. When I got out of the meeting, there was a message that Dad was home and not to worry about it.  So I got home and got a call from my brother against that Dad was going to the hospital via the ambulance because he was feverish.

Secret Sister was on the way to the hospital and told me not to come. So now I am waiting to hear from her.

I wanted to blog about the concert I went to last night. Pete Yorn and the other bands will go. It will have to wait until tomorrow.


  1. i am proud of you, Jen.

    you put yourself first, and the situation with your dad resolved itself regardless if you were there or not. there are things we have no control over, and there are other things that we need to surrender ourselves to. i am glad you chose the support group, because i do believe that in the long-run it will save you.

  2. {{JEN}} blogging about it will help. Sometimes just seeing your feelings written down let you put them in order. Stay Kristin said..things are going to happen we have no control over.

    I'm glad you got to your support group. You need to do things that make you feel better!


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