Another day, more pains. The pain was debilitating at times. It made me double over at my desk. I am not sure what is going on, but it is not right, whatever it is. Let’s hope it stops soon because I am ready to cry.
I went to see Dad again today. He was in a bad mood and was being a curmudgeon again. Hopefully he will be sprung in the next day or two. He was talking about dying tonight. I really don’t like when he talks about that stuff. It just makes me uncomfortable and antsy. Plus he was talking about Secret Sister in a not so nice way, which I asked him to stop.
My mood today was fairly neutral. I was in a decent mood despite the pains. It wasn’t until I was at the hospital that I started to feel a bit down. Self esteem wise, I had a horrible day. I just felt ugly. Those feeling come and go.
It was just an average day in what, hopefully, will be an average week.