Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Wednesday Check In: Struggling in my Head

I gained again this week. Roughly 3 lbs. After I stepped on the scale this morning, it all basically came out in the shower. That devil on my shoulder that puts me down alot was very vocal and for the first time in a long time, I was totally believing it. I am sort of tearing up as I write this as well.

I feel very ugly. My hair is driving me crazy and it never seems to look good.  I walked around with a big brown spot on my nose all day yesterday and didn't notice it until I got home and washed it off. I feel very unlovable. Honestly, who would want me anyways?

This is how I feel. Defeated.

I am going to dinner tonight with two friends and that will cheer me up. I think I need to laugh and stop crying.

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  1. (((JEN)))

    you are amazing, adorable, and most of all KIND.

    we all have days like that, when nothing seems to go right. those three pounds? kick them to the curb. forget about them. they're like my mother in law - a big pain in the ass but you'll get past them.

    you are my inspiration. you are an inspiration to a lot of us. love you!

  2. I can so relate to feeling ugly. Most days when it's time to do something with myself I think, 'Why bother?' I'll still be ugly anyway.

    I hope your friends cheer you up tons. Have fun!

  3. Hope you were able to have a great time with your friends and they were able to pull you up out the pits...Don't worry about those 3 lbs, you can get them off. Just keep looking for the positive things in life and you will soon be a whole new girl!


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