A while ago, I read “What Color is Your Parachute?” and I was more confused after I read it then before. With the uncertainty at work, I have been thinking about how I would really love to get away from working in a Big Ass Company like the one I work for.
I was driving on the Expressway tonight coming home from work (yes, I overslept yet again that I had to drive in) thinking about what I would like to do. I DON’T KNOW. I am 36 and I don’t know what I want to be when I grow up.
1. I miss school. Yes, I do. I like taking classes. I have taken a few science classes in the last few years that the nerd in me loved. What would I study? I DON’T KNOW. I want to study it all.
2. I would love to do work related to a hobby like working in a library because I love books and I have a freakish love of research or work in a yarn store. I am not sure I could survive financially working in the later option.
3. I am just tired of having to give up my right arm to get a vendor on the accounting system at work. BACs are very bureaucratic. This is a huge frustration in my day to day job. Each day it seems new additional paperwork for one task or another is needed.
I want to go back to the days when staring a Richard Scary books made me happy.
Can I be transported to Busy Town?
In a little bit of other news, I had my 6 month mole check today. Being fair skinned, freckled and moley sucks sometimes. I have had several atypical moles dug out in the past and they found one mole that they biopsied today. Lets hope it is only atypical and not melanoma.