You might be wondering if I have been knitting lately. I have.
I have also added 3 new knitting books to my ever expanding collection. To further infatuate me with cables, I got Power Cables by Lily Chin. After looking at the book at Barnes & Noble, I got Northern Knits by Lucinda Guy. Finally, I was obsessed when I looked at it in a local yarn store, I got Comfort Knitting & Crochet Afghans because I can never have enough blankets.
I definitely need to cast on another project. If I admit I have a problem with knitting books, do I have a problem? : ) Oh, and yarn….
I have also, through hosting a party to help a friend, seem to have bought half of the Lia Sophia catalogue. I know I have some more boxes in addition to these. There is another Lia Sophia party tomorrow night! At least, I bought 98% of what I wanted.
I am still feeling a bit down about myself. I really need to concentrate on what I do like. Like my color changing eyes – I love them. Blue one day, green the next, hazel looking the day after…My eyes have been so green lately. I like my eyes.
My mood is a bit of a roller coaster. Work has been wicked stressful. My headaches have been bad. I see my doctor tomorrow as a follow up appointment so I am going to request help. I have a high pain tolerance but it is getting a bit much for me to take. The 3 combine for quite an emotional roller coaster ride.
Someone, who I will not name, asked me today what was wrong with me since I am 36 and single. Really? What possesses someone to ask that? I can’t begin to fathom walking up and asking someone that. She must have been snorting something. I will not let it bother me. How do you do deal with being so ugly inside lady?
I am a independent, smart, vibrant, friendly single 36 year old woman. I can do what I want when I want. If I get married someday, great. If not, I am still independent, smart, vibrant and friendly.
I had 5 servings of veggies and 3 servings of fruit today. Yay! I feel so much better when I eat whole food. I even made extra dinner tonight to bring for lunch tomorrow. I am going to try to get one treat a week. Saturday will be a treat day. I can get something I like.
I bought Boots some homeopathic anti-diarrhea medicine tonight. I hope it helps. I also bought some Blue Buffalo soft food for him. He is eating like a king kitty!
I am going to go look through my new knitting books.