Sunday, January 31, 2010
I will admit it but I haven't really wanted to talk about it. I must get it out though. I have been hating myself lately. I hate the way I look. What prompted this, it viewing pictures of myself from Denver. I hate the way I look. It is not so much as my weight but my face. I feel ugly. I never look right in pictures. My smile looks fake. When I don't have a big grin, people complain. I never look right. I see other people's photos and they do not look like this. My hair doesn't look good. Nothing looks good. If I am going to dive into the world of online dating, I need a decent picture. In my mind, I don't have any.