Thursday, December 3, 2009

Realization

This is going to be short posting because it is late and I am tired. I do not have to take this. I deserve more. After dating for 14 months, if he does not care about me enough to tell me to my face or even over the phone, than he is not worth it. It was fun while it lasted but it is his loss.
I still have not heard from since Saturday morning. I know he was not injured, etc.
Food wise, I had a yogurt for breakfast. I almost forgot lunch but went to get a Thanksgiving roll up at the deli next door to work. It was turkey, cranberry sauce, stuffing, carrots, onions and lettuce. I had a chicken sandwich with sweet potato fries and a little bit of chocolate cake and a martini at trivia.
I wasn't going to go to trivia but I went and had a great time even though the questions tonight were totally off of the wall.
I am doing fine. I cried for a while at work and when I got home. I did not want to cry at work but I could not help it. After I talked to Dad, I thought, I am better then this. I have come a long way with therapy that I do not want to revert back twenty steps.

2 comments:

  1. Your head is definitely in the right place but it might take a while for your heart to catch up. I'm so sorry that this happened... but you DO deserve more... don't forget that!

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  2. Jenn you are sooo on the money. You totally deserve more. I am so sorry he did this. Better you find out now than invest anymore time into him. {{BIG HUG}}

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