Monday, August 31, 2009

Sort of an epiphany, really.

I was sitting alone at work today and my mind began to wander. I thought about how I let myself go, etc...how I was half-assing this healthy thing. Well, those days are done. I am well on the way to the before images here Old Before and After Photos and farther away than the after images. So, as of today, this blog will not only become a blog to deal with depression and random musings. I will talk more and more about the weight loss struggles. Here are 2 pictures of me today: This one illustrates things a little worse. While I try to keep the bad comments about myself to a minimum, it is out there. I have written it down. I know Weight Watchers like the back of my hand, I just got to do it. I am going to go to a Saturday morning meeting. I lost 115 lbs before. I can do it. I even wrote two weekly goals to myself. Notice the I am Tasty magnet. I love it! In other news, right after I finished last nights post, I got a call from R. We decided to go out for a drink and well, instead of me going to see him in Woonsocket, he came to me. He is a sweet guy, when I see him. He also said that all of a sudden yesterday there were 10 messages on his Crackberry. Roughly 6 were probably from me (on different days of course). I told him now he knows why I was having a bit of a you are ignoring me thought. Men!

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  1. Good for you. You know that we are behind you all the way.

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