Monday, August 31, 2009
Sort of an epiphany, really.
I was sitting alone at work today and my mind began to wander. I thought about how I let myself go, etc...how I was half-assing this healthy thing. Well, those days are done. I am well on the way to the before images here and farther away than the after images. So, as of today, this blog will not only become a blog to deal with depression and random musings. I will talk more and more about the weight loss struggles. Here are 2 pictures of me today: This one illustrates things a little worse. While I try to keep the bad comments about myself to a minimum, it is out there. I have written it down. I know Weight Watchers like the back of my hand, I just got to do it. I am going to go to a Saturday morning meeting. I lost 115 lbs before. I can do it. I even wrote two weekly goals to myself. Notice the I am Tasty magnet. I love it! In other news, right after I finished last nights post, I got a call from R. We decided to go out for a drink and well, instead of me going to see him in Woonsocket, he came to me. He is a sweet guy, when I see him. He also said that all of a sudden yesterday there were 10 messages on his Crackberry. Roughly 6 were probably from me (on different days of course). I told him now he knows why I was having a bit of a you are ignoring me thought. Men!