Thursday, February 5, 2009
I know I complain a lot about the weather. It has been so cold lately that it is hard to ignore. I have a problem with sleeping in lately. I do not want to get out from under the flannel sheets. At one time, I was the early bird. I was that one that was up early and the first in the office. What happened to me? Lately, I have had such a problem. Once I get up I am fine but it is a struggle getting up. It was never this hard when I was thoroughly depressed. So I have my bra appointment tonight which I am happy about. Hopefully, I will find one nice bra. I have not talked about Valentine's Day with R. I am not sure how to approach the whole conversation. He has helped me so much with my car search and has been such a honey lately that I don't want to spoil it. The insecurity in me is coming out. I am a bit worried about my Dad. He has been really sick and with all of his health problems, I am worried. Between Mom, who was depressed the last time I visited her, and Dad, I have my hands full, never mind my siblings. I just want to go home and knit. Maybe it is the cold. I am knitting a cool laced shawl. It is nice. I just want it to wrap around me.