Thursday, September 4, 2008
I think I am going to be sick. My Dad just called and they would not let him in the Estate talk. It will be just the lawyer for Mom and Mom. I always have a fear that Mom, whose brother and sister, have abandoned her and treat her horrible, would pick her brother and sister over me. She once said that they were her blood and I was not. Yet she says she was soooo happy when she was pregnant with me. I hope the lawyer, who knows what they want to do, speaks up as Mom has dementia and sometimes what she says isn't good. I hate my aunt and uncle. Maybe hate is too nice of a word, despise is better. They have barely talked to Mom, hate my father and I can not stand or tolerate their behavior. I would like to have absolutely nothing to do with them. I have written them off but Mom still clings to hope. I hate the situation they are in. They don't deserve this. Mom never did anything to them. My parents have been married 36 year. Dad, obviously, loves Mom. Maybe my aunt was jealous Mom had more kids then her. She could only have one. When Mom most needs her siblings, they are no where to be found. It makes me sick to my stomach.