Monday, August 18, 2008
So this whole dating thing is weird. I get so nervous. Did I say something stupid? Will he like me if I be myself? I have been myself. Not trying to put up a front. He seems really nice and I like him. I am just weary. Since I met him, I have seen him several times and well, I like it, him too but that is a given I suppose. I forgot my meds on Saturday (since I spent Friday night with him). I felt like shit on Sunday. Really, I can totally see that I need the meds. I spent most of Sunday napping and not wanting to move off of the couch. My father commented that I looked down. I felt down! I will not forget to take the meds again.