Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Another day...

I got a call from Dad that he had fallen down and was on the way to the hospital. He has had cellulitis on his leg and he cut himself so he decided to drive himself to the hospital. He has my car. I could take the bus to get to the hospital if he gets admitted. Just another thing to worry about... I have started to think about the future. What if things go well with Rich (which so far they are)? Will I ever get married? Have kids? I haven't given the future much though. I have been wrapped up in the past. I can't change the past but there is a hopeful future. Will things turn around for Mom, Dad, Jimmy and Melinda? Step one is getting my own life in gear. Eating healthy, exercising, knitting, reading.... I have been neglectful of the first two things. So today is Day 1 of the rest of my life. Where will it lead me? Things are going very well with Rich. We decided to cancel the Match subscription. I am debating if I should approach him about meeting Mom and Dad. It would be a big step. I get nervous about him meeting Mom and maybe judging me like others have. I told Dad about Rich. At some point he will have to meet my family. I have to be prepared.

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